The Shape of Water & Wish Upon – Trailer (2017)

There are 2 movies that i can’t wait to watch ASAP.
I’m not into horror movie, but i think i can watch this one. LOL

  1. The Shape of Water (2017) –  AdventureDramaFantasy

    An other-worldly fairy tale, set against the backdrop of Cold War era America circa 1963. In the hidden high-security government laboratory where she works, lonely Elisa (Sally Hawkins) is trapped in a life of silence and isolation. Elisa’s life is changed forever when she and co-worker Zelda (Octavia Spencer) discover a secret classified experiment.
  2. Wish Upon (2017) –  FantasyHorrorThriller

    Twelve years after discovering her mother’s suicide, Clare is bullied in high school, embarrassed by her hoarder father, and ignored by her longtime crush. All that changes when her dad comes home with an old music box whose inscription promises to grant its owner seven wishes. While Clare is initially skeptical of this magic box, she can’t help but be seduced by its dark powers, and is thrilled as her life radically improves with each wish. Clare finally has the life she’s always wanted and everything seems perfect – until the people closest to her begin dying in violent and elaborate ways after each wish.


For the first movie, The Shape of Water, i found similarity between the “secret classified experiment” with Abe Sapien from Hellboy (2014).
Both are directed by Guillermo del Toro. And that might be the reason.
This movie is supposed to be ‘lighter’ than Hellboy and as sweet as Pan’s Labyrinth. 

Can’t wait to watch this on December 2017. 


How sweet is this pic btw. 😀
Once I had a fav super hero called “Deni si Manusia Ikan” and it was a comic strip on a child magazine called Bobo. LOL
And now, we’ve had mer-man from DC, and Abe Sapien.

And for the second movie, Wish Upon.
Fact that this is the 4th Horror movie which will feature Joey King. She acted in Wan’s The Conjuring and Quarantine and is rumored to be set to co-star in an upcoming Slenderman film adaption.

This movie is already on cinema (in Indonesia) from today.
So I think I’m going to watch it today, since i’ve got nothing to do all day long. LOL
Wait for the review.

Why Suicide?

Another post about suicide from 2015. Worth to read.


Broken ∞ Infinity

Rangga Arman Kusuma, 14 years old, committed suicide on his own wardrobe, on Wednesday, 14th January.

Suicides in the teenage years is already common. According to psychologist Ratih Ibrahim, the trigger of suicide in this age can be various. “Could be due to a friend, girl/boyfriend, even from the media,” he said when contacted on Sunday, January 18, 2015

But, what in the Hell is suicide?

Suicide is a deliberate act that caused the death of yourself. Suicide is often done as a result of despair, the cause is often associated with mental disorders such as depression, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, alcohol addiction / alcoholism or drug abuse.
Factors that cause stress include financial difficulties or problems in interpersonal relationships often come into play. Efforts to prevent suicide among others, is the restriction of access to firearms, treating mental illness and drug abuse, as well as…

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Work work work

I was busy at work yesterday, but after I saw my “email” has been replied, i spend some time to do something. 😛

It really has nothing to do with my job and i’m happy.

And hey. This morning, I get a little annoyed by one preggo-mommy that said, “Kerja mulu.” (translate to : always working, in a slightly sneering tone)  LOL

My job is my life. My life is only for job.
Without my job, my life is meaningless.

But sure i still have social life. It’s just not really like yours.

This is how i live btw.
I can sleep all day long if I want to, but it’ll be meaningless. (but sometimes that’s how i made a deal with my depression).
Like when you eat because you have to, but you can choose to not eat because of a reason.

I sleep at 3.45 last night (or morning).
And wake up at 5.30 and go to work at 6.30
If I was correct, lack of sleep can easily start anxiety that lead to depression.
But what if i just can’t sleep?


oh.. and i watch a hockey game last night.
(So yea you know, i had a social life)
I feel bored and think i need some adrenaline. So, i might start to play hockey just for fun. LOL
That’s it for today.
Let’s get back to work.

@ChesterBe – Linkin Park (One More Light)

My heart was broken when I heard about Chester Bennington, my 90’s hero, died on May 20, 2017.
On his best friend’s birthday, Chris Cornell.

I don’t want to explain about how he died, because you can find it all over google.
And also, I don’t want to ‘seems’ trying to encourage other people to do what he does.
So, let’s just talk about his legacy and the sweet memory that he left.

He died one day after the released date of LP’s album One More Light.
This album is the seventh studio album by American rock band Linkin Park, and it was released on May 19, 2017 through Warner Bros.
The album’s first single, “Heavy”, was released on February 16, 2017. It is their first album with a title track. In deciding on the title track, they felt that the song “One More Light” was the heart of the album.

This album is the last album featuring Chester Bennington as lead vocalist.

Track list of this album are:

  1. Nobody Can Save Me
  2. Good Goodbye (featuring Pusha T and Stormzy)
  3. Talking to Myself
  4. Battle Symphony
  5. Invisible
  6. Heavy (featuring Kiiara)
  7. Sorry for Now
  8. Halfway Right
  9. One More Light
  10. Sharp Edges

My favorite song from this album are: Heavy, Battle Symphony, and Good Goodbye.
And each time I played those songs, I can’t help but cry listening to those songs.

For each lyrics that he (Chester) and all featuring singer on that album sang, and every meaning behind those song they (LP) made, there are always a deep power encouraging people to fight for their life.

This part lyrics from “Battle Symphony” is one of those example:

I hear my battle symphony
All the world in front of me
If my armor breaks
I’ll fuse it back together
Battle symphony
Please just don’t give up on me
And my eyes are wide awake

For every problem that occur in our life, we can still choose how to face it.
if you ever stuck and don’t know how to find the way out, just try to share your problem.
There must be someone else in this fvckin world that has the same problem with you, and maybe they already know how to fix it.

If you had depression, don’t lock yourself away.
Find people to help you.
Speak up!

Fight depression! 
Save life.